Sm0kin-Kush

You are my “bestfriend” and you smoke weed with me and drink with me all the time… I leave for phoenix for 5 fucking days and during one of those days you text me and tell me that you are having problems with you “crush” being a dick to you and treating you like shit. This is, what, the 5th time you’ve complained to me about the SAME SITUATION and i have given you DIFFERENT advice every fucking time. So i finally tell you there is nothing i can do, because if you arent going to listen one one fucking word m saying then im pretty much speaking to speak. ..

So you havent talk to me for a few days so i got concerned and call you and you tell me i have a fucking problem because i smoke weed everyday?? You think its consuming my life and is somehow going to FUCK UP YOUR FAMILY’S LIFE???? You think that by me being high is going to get YOU in trouble? Well guess what, its not. There is NO WAY you will get in trouble unless you are fucking high as well or we get stopped and i have weed on me. Even then, id take FULL responsibility and say everything is mine. WE’VE BEEN OVER THIS.

You go on telling me that because im driving high im going to ruin my future and get put in jail? First of all I BARLEY drive high, and when i do its not even fucking far. I dont drive if i dont feel like im capable of driving and TRUST ME, i am a very smart girl. 

All you ever do is point out the negatives in me and it hurts. What about me getting As and Bs… Working, making my own money, being in college, driving myself to my OWN  appointments and getting shit done without my parents nagging me. Do you realize that maybe im a better person than you make me out to be? I have NEVER been rude to you. I have sat there with you crying about the STUPIDEST shit, but i dont judge you because its not my fucking life and it could be affecting you differently. I fucking sit there and put up with your bull shit because i love you and i DO truely care.

But you? You sit there and tell me i have a fucking problem because i smoke weed everyday. Well guess what… I’m OFF my depression pills and pain meds BECAUSE i smoke weed. Im not in constant pain anymore and i can be myself when im high. I have more confidence and my self a steam is higher. 

I don’t have a fucking problem, its not effecting ANYONE. It barley even hurts my body. Smoking weed does less harm to my body than taking pain killers. I know what i am doing with my life and smoking weed DOESNT make me a fuck up. So fuck you if you think that.

Another thing is that you think that I dont like you because you decided to quit smoking weed.. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. have you even met me?

First of all i can name A SHIT LOAD of friends that i chill with on a regular basis that has NEVER touched weed in their life. You tell me you want to quit but then you BEG me to buy you cigs and to let you hit my bowl. DO NOT ever say i dont like someone because they dont do drugs. I.DONT.GIVE.A.SHIT.WHAT.YOU.DO.OR.DONT.DO.

I have friends who do herion, friends who drink every night, friends who drop acid, do E, and friends who dont do anything. i love them all the same.

NO MATTER WHAT, IF YOU SMOKE OR NOT, I WILL LIKE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE. I WILL BE THERE TO LISTEN TO YOUR STUPID DRAMA, BUT WHEN I GET TIRED OF LISTENING TO THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN THAT YOU WONT TRY AND FIX, YES ILL SAY SOMETHING. BUT DO NOT TELL ME I HAVE  A PROBLEM WHEN I DONT.

Don’t make me change to have someone in my life. 

real friends wouldn’t care if i smoked, real friends would just be happy that they could be around me, real friends wouldnt befriend be because smoking weed make me happy.

~~I’m Finished.~~

In just our underwear, so our skin can touch? Can I hold you while you wrap yourself around me? I’ll play with your hair and drag my fingertips across your skin. I’ll peck at your neck while you giggle and tell me to stop. We could whisper sweet things to each other over pillows that no one could hear. We’d just stare in each others eyes until a smile cracked the silence of our lips. 

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(via fuckingshitupsince1997)